I feel so alone right now. I've lost interest in almost everything and everyone aside from my daughter and husband. If it were not for them I would hurt myself.
It has been so hard for me to function every day. It has been difficult even for me to leave the house for groceries. I haven't been taking care of myself. I've given up hope on myself. I feel so dull, gray, cold, and empty.
I feel absolutely worthless to everyone else in this world. No one cares what I have to say and no one can help me. I seem to just make people feel uncomfortable and they ignore me.
I can't even talk to my own mother and father. My sister is full of nothing but resentment for me. None of them are the least bit interested in what I enjoy doing or have the talent to do.
My ex has done everything he can to destroy my life. He's driven a spike between my son and I. Our son has become self-loathing and has no self-worth. No matter what I have done and how hard I tried to be a part of his life he doesn't want to speak to me.
