Feeling

I feel a little bit better today but I know it is temporary.  I am exhausted mentally, physically, and spiritually.  I don't feel like doing much other than laying on the couch.  I feel somewhat lifeless.  I've been trying to get fresh air and sunlight each day but it feels futile.  My feelings weigh me down.  They are like giant demons tied to my ankles, dragging me below the surface of the water to drown.